Exhausted

Yeah, seriously exhausted.

And not just due to the badminton session earlier.

Exhausted with all I've been doing. I'm gonna stop going out... as soon as I can. Haha. Really can't help it lah.

Saw another young girl who could couldn't even hold a badminton racket properly when I first met her in training. And she is now Selangor's 3rd best player in her category.

Haha.

A guy I used to beat is now in Bukit Jalil Sports School(BJSS).

Another guy I never could beat is also in BJSS.

Another girl who was in the junior category, who also barely knew how to hold a racket when I knew her, is now Selangor's no. 1 player in her category.

And yet another girl whom I used to beat is now ranked 1st or 2nd in Selangor in her age category.

Another guy whom the coach never even thought of putting me against because our levels were THAT different is one of Selangor's top players now.

And yet another guy whom my coach, again, never put me against because I would have thrashed him, is one of Selangor's best players.

And now, all these players could probably thrash me on court anyday, anytime. Most of them, at least.

Well, I'm glad for them. :-)

After MSSD next year, I shall officially proclaim that I'm a retired Badminton Player, and will only play it for fun. I'll be 18 soon, and my body just can't take the wear and tear anymore. Even as I type this I'm worrying about my shoulder. My right shoulder, to be exact. To put it simply, I don't know how long more my right shoulder can last. And I'm already pushing it to the limit by training and playing so much lately.

Skipped school today again.

I will stop skipping so much school from now onwards.

Haha.

Cannot play play di lah.

Haiz.

But I watch some of my friends live for pleasure, and pleasure alone. And sometimes catch myself growing envious. I cannot join in the party, I just cannot.

Too exhausted to think further. A lil' bit random today. Hey, it's my blog! =P

God bless,
Jo