Campety Camp!

Yay. Just back from PPBC's Youth camp. PPBC, not BBC laaa.

Hehe. Twas a good camp me thinks. So super relaxing. Never got to sleep so much before during other camps.

People think I'm old. :-( Seriously! Different people said I look 21 years old. I think all this worry is ageing me real quick. Seriously. Just 2 months back people were still saying I look young, maybe 15 years old. Now... 21??? Weeeeeei. =(

Nevermind la, then I can fit in better with badminton groups who are working people. Haha. Some of the working adults I play badminton with think I'm working too :-D because they didn't specifically ask me my age before. If they find out I'm a student they'll probably be less friendly and treat me like a small kid... which is bad. Heh.

Neway the camp's theme was all about loooove. Hanging on to Love, to be more exact. And.. well, to love you have to forgive. Eh I dunno why so many of the girls I met all want to marry fast fast. Hahaha so scary.

It's way harder to forgive those who have wronged you when you are right(does that make sense?), don't you think so? For me, anyway.

This camp made me realise how much I've been messed up. Yeah, seriously. I'm like, totally lost at times over some things. Hearing the pastor's testimony made my life seem pretty decent though. Guess whenever I feel real crappy about my life I'll always know that there are plenty of others out there who have it 100 times worse than me.

I feel old though, not just look old. I think I've aged too quickly over the past few months. *Quit ageing, Jo!* I've got but a few years left as a youth.. don't wanna grow up yet. Growing up hurts.

K, gonna blog about year 2008 now. It'll tie back a bit to camp, so I don't need to post that much about camp here.

God bless,
Jo