Hellooo

=)

30+ days more to STPM. I don't know exactly how many, it decreases so so quickly I lost track long ago. The school's countdown is giving false hope, it's permanently stuck at 46 days. HAHA. Oh well.

Mmm. I got back my last paper for trials.. History. And I got 86% for it! :-D I've not gotten such high marks for History since... since... er.. I don't know when. Maybe, even never? Lol.

Form 6 reminds me of one of the advantages of higher education - specialization. The 5 subjects I'm handling now are closer to my interests, and with Math and Science permanently out of my way, I'm way happier studying what I'm studying now. :-)

But I'm caught in a wrong era lah. Studying History, I've realised that Arts and Literature used to be given oh-so-much emphasis before, in Ancient times. I think I would have loved to be born in those times. At least people won't look at me funny when I say I enjoy Literature although it's my toughest subject.

Now everything is Math and Science and Math and Science... my brain just shuts off when I see/hear/touch/smell/taste these lah. I really can't help it, I don't know why. Hehe, but I do know I've never regretted making that decision in form 2 to choose Arts stream in form 4, although it separated me from so so so many.. okay, ALL my friends. It was kinda like me skipping standard 4 all over again, leaving behind friends I've made over the years.

Hmm, maybe God's trying to prepare me for something.

Or maybe I'll just be numb to separation after all these separations, like Hardy's poem 'In Tenebris'. =P

I do, however, find kinesthetics very interesting. If everyone studied this we'd all be conscious of how very very much we reveal our feelings through our physical actions and postures. =P (Is kinesthetics a science? I learn a teeny weeny bit of it in Business.. and a lot more through thrillers.. I think it's more towards the Sciencey field.)

Okay, yeah, anyway, yeah. :-) Moving on..

A group of classmates want to apply for UMS (Universiti Malaysia Sabah).. for.. er, various reasons. The most prominent reason was to get away from home, though. (Haha, sounds like me being happy that I got sent to Kedah before.) Which brought up thoughts of Where am I going next year? again. Mmm. I really don't think I should be leaving home just yet, though if you ask me I really won't mind being independent and living away from home again, that's the one part I enjoyed about Kedah. But.. mmm. I don't know. I trust God will show me His way though. :-)

Ok ok, I'm starting to not make sense. Comes from too much thinking and poetry.

I'm off now,

God bless ya,
Jo