Friday, October 30, 2009

3 weeks away!

I can't believe I'm 3 weeks away from STPM. That I'll be applying for university soon.

I'm in a semi-conscious-dream-like state. LOL.

Mmm, so much has been happening when I should be concentrating totally on my studies.

But I don't really mind.. I'm doing my best, leaving the rest to God. :-)

So so so many plans after STPM. :-)

Hehehe. No, I won't sleep my time away like after SPM. I've been given another chance to enjoy 8 months of complete nothingness, and I'm not gonna blow it this time.

One question people ask me, and others are afraid to ask me (but oft times I can see the unasked question in their eyes): "Do you have any regrets?"

My answer: "No. I'm not a person who feeds off 'regret-fullness'.. and I believe whatever has happened has been used to mould me and my character by my heavenly Dad. Everything that has happened since then is kinda like a snowball effect, and I would not be where I am now if not for all these."

Only recently have I realised how glad I am I chose the Arts stream in form 4, despite misgivings and attempts to sway my choice by so so so many people at that time. Despite the culture shock I had to go through (haha, you try lah, coming from 'good' classes all the way to one of the last classes in the form).. I learnt to loosen up a lot since then, and have only studied when it truly matters ever since. Lol. Monthly tests and homework usually forgotten. Ok, that part isn't so good I suppose, but.. when it doesn't matter.. =P

Oops, I'm getting random. Oh well. :-)

A while more!

God bless,
Jo

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