Home is where some people lie around and get fat. =)
Well, anyway, I'm home. Feels wonderful to know that it's for good, this time.
My classmates gave me a really touching farewell today, some of them even cried. So so so sweet of them! I felt pangs of regret that I was leaving them at that point, seeing how genuinely sad all of them were. Really, I mean, I'm not that fantastic a person, all my life I've never expected to evoke such emotions from other people. Today(yesterday, rather, it's 2.07am now) was a first.
Then in the midst of it all, a sms came, informing that dad was about to start his treatment, and to be strong. That was when all feelings of regret vanished, as after that sms I knew where I needed to be.
Will need to be in the hospital tomorrow.. even if I can't do anything physically, my presence there will help. =) That ward is grim and depressing.. but.. thinking of dad lying there alone right now.. Yes, I know where I'm needed. No matter what others think, I'm following my heart this time.
Too tired to blog now,
Would love to thank all who encouraged me all this while, and if any of my coursemates read my blog, thanks for making my stay in IPDA bearable. =) Although frankly speaking, I don't want to know if any of my coursemates read my blog. I'll feel rather restrained then..
God bless,
Jo
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