Well, I did poorly.. for mid terms.. as expected lah, I supposed. 1 A, 1 B+, 1 B, 1 C+. Econs, History, PA(thanks to some big big blunders in my essays), and Business respectively. Utterly disappointing, I'm angry at myself for this. Too little effort put in, when it's most important too. Don't think I've ever felt angry at myself before. Then again, doing badly before form 6 wasn't a big deal. Now it is. In so many ways.
Won gold for my 4 X 400m event, lost my 1500m(5th place... how lousy is that!), in finals for my 400m.. Sports Day this Friday, I hope I don't embarrass myself in front of the whole school.
Everything I've mentioned seem so insignificant now. So trivial.. nothing concerning life... and death...
Oh well.
Life ain't easy.
A pastor told me he saw the word 'strive' as he prayed for me. Is this what strive is? Why???
So so many questions, so few answers.
Just when things were going well..
I'm tired. :-(
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