I've stopped training badminton since November last year.
Which, effectively, in my lazy-butt case, means I've also stopped exercising. More so after representing Petaling Utama (my district) in MSSS. I haven't even touched my badminton racket for over a month now.
And because I'm entering a few running events for sports day, I worked up the energy to run/jog today. Yeah, splat in the midst of exams. My timing is perfect, really. (Why, I'm even blogging now, cause I've given up hope on tomorrow/today's paper.)
And I took 40 mins to cover 3.5km. Talk about pathetic!!! Even in my fatter days before I ran 3km under 18 mins! I used to cover 1.5km under 7 minutes. All rather pathetic figures I know, but hey, I never did train to be a runner.
But now? It's horrible terrible vegetable!
*sigh*
Maybe I should go back to training. Haha. My coaches sure knew how to push me hard. "The slowest fella has to run 10 rounds!", "One mistake 10 push ups!"....
Otherwise I'll never push myself beyond what I THINK I can stand. My coaches used to push me beyond limits I never even knew I had.
*Why am I worrying over this when I'm not even sure if I'll pass my Business paper in 7 hours time?*
Hahaha. I've never been so ill-prepared for an exam in my 18 years of living as I am for this mid-term exam. My mind has entered the 'don't-care-anymore mode' and I'm doing nothing to get rid of this mentality. All a result of my constant playing throughout my form 6 life thus far. And to imagine, it's my most important exam ever, considering I need to do well in STPM to get a place in university.
12.30am. Hmm. Should I... a) sleep b)study c)watch a movie d)continue surfing the online world?
I think I shall call it quits to my wonderful day of playing, tv-watching, onlining, lil' bit of studying and just catch some zzzs. What sayeth thee? ;-)
And, of course, prepare myself for the eventuality of getting the lowest marks I've ever gotten before in an exam for tomorrow/today's paper.
Oh well.
I'm off now,
Jo
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