Imagine...

Being a prisoner in your own house. Specifically, in your own room. Once a week, few hours per time.

Well, it's either that or disappearing for a few hours late into the night once a week.

Good thing there are fire exits to escape from.

Ok, you don't understand that, scrap it then.

I'm so tired lately I feel like staying back a year. Enter lower 6 this May, sit for STPM next year. Hey, it's kinda fair, I entered form 6 in October last year and was absent half the time.. Why else did I skip standard 4?

But the dread of going through co-curricular activities and rules and school etc stop me from taking this drastic step.

The Lord has been revealing so much to me these days it's almost staggering. I've got so so so many questions I'm asking Him. I'm tired of struggling, tired of complaining, tired of whining, tired of living.

I feel like running off to a mountain and becoming a hermit.

But since God won't permit that..

Praying real hard,
Jo