Well, this day flew by. I was too busy with starting of uni life last year to post on the 14th of July, and somehow was too caught up with things to post this year too. Since this post...
Anyhow, life's pretty much changed since that post. That post was written when I was 18... I still wish I had the chance to fully explore the meaning of being 18, really. It's as if I skipped a phase of life every teenager is supposed to experience. Now it's too late to relive an 18 year old's life, life just will not permit it.
But anyway, well ko, life's pretty much... life these days. The up days, the down days, the joyful days, the painful days.
I do think of you many times though... you'd be 28 this year! Heck, that's OLD. =P
Anyway, looking at the current world situation these days, I just may meet you again very soon... end of the world is coming, dude! European countries are collapsing, currencies are collapsing, debts are increasing, people are working harder and harder to earn money that feeds so much less than before, earthquake after earthquake, storms that kill people...
Sometimes I look at life and just wonder.....
That aside, I visited our grandparents yesterday.. and my heart broke for them. Life's tough but my hands are tied. :-( Grandma cried again... again, I look at them, and wonder about life. Do the joyful days outweigh the painful days and memories??? Nonetheless, grandma's face lit up with joy when she saw us, and it's joy like that that perhaps convinces me that there is hope, after all.
There are times when I'm full of hopes and dreams for this life... and times when I wonder, what's the point of it all? Why bother?
However, like always, too much depends on me to ever think about giving up. Life's a race, and tiring as it may be, I've learnt resilience along the way.
Hmm, hope I've not been too depressing, ko! Life's really kinda good now, it is...
You'd like Joash, I'm sure! :-)
That's all for now, have a good time up there! :-)
Your adorable sister. ;-)
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