Christmas is tomorrow. Thanks to the interesting church I was brought up in, I don't celebrate Christmas. Hahaha. No biggie to me, at least I no longer condemn christmas, and hey that's a humungous step from where I came from. ;-) I'm just 'feelingless' over it, no sense of festivity or whatsoever. Not that I'm complaining. =P
Bro and I did do something last year, cause we wanted to cheer the house up when dad came home from the hospital. We bought a small Christmas tree, probably as a sign that we're rebels against some people.
Was looking at dad's facebook profile earlier, and it hit me hard... I still can't believe cancer took dad away. It's impossible, really. But I learnt early on in life that fairytales aren't true, so this is reality I guess. Sigh. I'm not even working yet!
Anyway, enough nostalgia. Life is life, and life goes on. I am who I am today because of what life put me through..o
Someone asked me if I know what hardship is. The truth? Physical hardship, not enough food and material goods, no. But emotional and spiritual hardship, I would say most most definitely yes, I understood that from a very young age.
Haha, ok ok I'll stop here. Last night in Australia, and we're all just focused on going home. I lub Malaysia, despite all its flaws and policies and injustice and whatsoever negative connotations. :) got a driver to go home tomorrow ;-) the hubby! HAHA!
Have a very blessed Christmas! Hehehe!
Jo
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