Monday, December 07, 2009

When you trust..

..is it possible to be free of worry? To wonder about the future?

I don't like this period of life at all. Not at all. I wish it'll just zoom forward when it's all the the past, or backwards when it's all in the future. Living in the present is proving itself to be an immeasurable obstacle.

All in the midst of STPM too-the supposedly one of the most important examinations in my life.

Hang STPM! I just want my happy life.. and family, back.

I wanna go out and enjoy myself without that tingle of worry at the back of my mind.

I wanna go on holidays like those good old days without worrying about life.

All in the past now, I know. Nothing to do but to plod on wearily in this tiresome
journey..

Whoever said growing up was easy?

Trust... When I talked about being forced to trust a few blog-posts ago, I really didn't mean trust in this kinda sense.

Still, all things are in God's hands. He's an awesome dude.

God bless ya,
Jo

4 comments:

Free Soul said...

Heya, always keep ur head up high.. He tests those who are strong and makes them even stronger. You are one of them, He loves you. You better take care!

Joannetmj said...

Thanks :-)

Yeah.. taking care..

Enjoy UK! ;-)

waiyan said...

joanne :)

And we know that in all things,God works for the good of those who love Him, who have been called according to His purpose.
Romans 8:28

trust, is never easy. but at least we know who we are trusting in. and He is really the only one we can 100%-ly trust in.

:) i love you!

Joannetmj said...

Yeah, trust is NEVER easy. At least, it's very very hard now. :-(

Still, life goes on.. so you enjoy your long long break k. :-) I'll catch up when I'm in better times.