End of week 1

I have never, ever, ever ever ever ever ever ever ever worked SOOOOO freaking hard in my whole entire life before than the past few days.

It was like, STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY eat STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY exam exam exam STUDY STUDY STUDY sleep STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY.

-_-

So so so torturous. Really! To date I've finished 1.5 ball point pens. :-) Which is good.. right? At least I didn't sit down and cry during the exam. Haha.

But the papers haven't been too good, tough. Way tougher than school exams, that's for sure. Don't trust school exams! Not Taman Sea's, anyway.

I've not studied since after today's paper(Business 1), hafta start again after this. This many hours break could cost me a lot. *sigh*

And I've got blisters on my fingers. It's really agony, to force yourself to write and write non-stop for 3 hours, 4 days in a row. Your hand is screaming "STOP!" but your brain tells you to go on, time is ticking away. I've got 2 3 hour papers this coming Monday.. don't know how my hand will survive. Lol.

I have finally understood the meaning of STPM. :-( By the 2nd day this week, after a disheartening History paper, I was wondering how I would make it through. But somehow, with God's grace, I'm.. well, sitting here now.

If uni life is as tough as the past few days, I'm dropping out. haha. Imagine if you miss out one tiny part in your book, it comes out for your exam.. and is worth 25% of that paper. Sit there and cry lah. Haha. It's that fear that drives me to keep keep going, every extra minute of studying puts in some input that may just be in the exam paper. (No, I really really don't believe in spotting, it has never worked for me. Hahaha, in fact, if you wanna know what's coming out, just ask me which part I didn't study. Half the time the very tiny section I choose to ignore comes out. =P)

Ok, that's a rant for week 1. :-) I'm not even halfway through yet, another 4 papers next week, but, I'll survive. Right?

God bless ya,
Jo