Contemplating...

About my future. :-)

I really don't want to go overseas..? Although so so so many people are pressuring me to do so, what with the government sponsoring you if you get into a good university.

-_-

Is a paper degree worth so so much? So what if I can get into some renown university? (Okay, it's probably worth gold.. to others.) But I don't wanna work so so so hard on my studies! I'm so lazy laaah. :-( I only study hard in school because there are no distractions, the moment I'm home I do everything else. Piano, guitar, tv, facebook, internet... I really try to study, I do.. but.. I think I'm hyperactive or something lah. Haha. Itchy butt syndrome.

I wanna pick up as many skills as I can while I'm young, so I wanna stay right here. Plus I don't think I should leave home, not right now, not in the years to come. Gotta see how things go.. but for now, I feel I'm needed here.

But what if I regret in 10 years time.. and wished I'd gone to some prestigious university? (Although I still don't regret rejecting JPA and MOE's scholarships..)

What if?

I don't think I will lah. Haha. I don't know, really.

God, show me your will... and grant me my heart's desires?

God bless ya,
Jo