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Not feeling happy. Don't ask me why. 'Cause I won't answer you if you do anyway. Fighting against this extremely rare bout of unhappiness/touchiness the past few days. The past week, in fact.

Yet even in this emotional turmoil that I fight so hard to keep my tone levelled, calm, in order to prevent others from getting hurt, to avoid, "What's wrong??" questions, the song 'As Bread that is Broken' is playing itself in me..

Artist: BUTLER, RANDY AND TERRY

Title: AT THE CROSS

Copyright: 1993 MERCY / VINEYARD PUBLISHING

Many hearts are hungry tonight
Many trapped in darkness
Yearn for the light
So many who are far from home
And many who are lost
O Lord Your wounded children need
The power of Your cross

As bread that is broken
Use our lives
As wine that is poured out
A willing sacrifice

Empower us Father
To share the love of Christ
As bread that is broken Lord
Use our lives

Help us to begin where we are
Help us love the people
Near to our hearts
Then give our faith a mission field
Wherever You may call
Lord love the world
Through each one of us
Until we've touched them all

How judgemental can we get?? I suspect that evil trait in us is a big factor in my current turmoil.

However, I will allow God to dictate my life, not man.

Jeremiah 29:11...

2 Peter 1:4..

God is good, yes? :-)