Well anyway... let's starts from MSSD... got the bronze medal for doubles, lost to the eventual champs 17-21, 18-21. But overall okay lah, singles lost to this really er tall tomboyish looking girl. Hahaha. 12-21, 22-24. Could have beaten her but that day wasn't my day.. kept dropping and lobbing out for some odd reason. I usually don't make this kind of mistakes, especially during tournaments, but like I said, it wasn't my day. The final point she won was the climax of it all.. I swung during a half court lob, and guess what? I missed! hahaha! I admit I was utterly disgusted at myself at that point of time. I mean, swinging and missing is a mistake that can only be excused when someone has not warmed up properly, not when the score is 22-23 and you're on the losing end! Lol. 2nd last point was when I dropped out. Like I said, it was a game poorly played, and I basically have no excuse/reason as to why I lost. She was tired by the 2nd set, and I knew I could have beaten her if I stretched it to 3rd set.. Just realised I blogged about this once already, but won't bother to delete it.
Anyway, doubles while I'm not overly satisfied with my game(should have played with more brains, less bull-like), I am quite happy that I actually won something during MSSD. After all, I missed 1 week of school, the least I could do is bring something back. Possibly my last year in MSSD too.
Just back from CF Camp(12-14 March). Was okay, just that as usual it hurt me to see so many youths taking God so lightly. It's the same every single year, but I don't know how to put it in words. Sure, there are some youths out there passionate for God, but out of the 220 campers.. So many people do not realise what God really did for them all... What Jesus did. Sure, it's easy to say, "Yes, I know, Jesus died for me.." But do we really think what Jesus did for us? He was beaten, humiliated, stripped, kicked at, and NAILED to the cross! For what? For US! For our miserable wretched souls. Who will do that for us? An innocent man, willing to go through it all for our sake, for our salvation. What an awesome gift, but yet so few realise what the word 'crucified' really means. We hear it so often in our lives that our hearts have hardened and we fail to understand what Christ really did for us, what He went through.
By the way.. lately I've been getting to know more and more bisexuals/lesbians. Maybe they were there all along, my eyes were just blinded. I don't know, but I do know it's a really sad thing.. more on that later.
God bless,
Joanne
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