I'm hoping to be able to help my friends see the light in the next two years. The more see, the better. But how? I ask myself. How???

Do I just live my life without using words? I've never been one to speak well.. writing yes, but not speaking.

I'm rather afraid I'm making myself enemies actually. Especially with my results for the 1st term.. people would love to say I study all the time, 24/7.. to justify my results. But then they see me always running around in school doing club stuff. Then representing school for badminton. Being able to hit the farthest for softball in pe class. Goes out to shopping malls at least 3 times a week. *Crash* Their 24/7 studying nerd profile of me is gone. The know-nothing-do-nothing-but-study idea about me dies away.

Thus I'm afraid they will turn to hatred instead. Arrgh.

How do I show them when I am not even sure how and why?

Perhaps the only reason they treat me nicely is because I hold the answers to all their questions.. literally. My books are the most popular items in class when homework is due.

Answer me...

Forgive me.. pride will be my downfall..

Yours,
The know-nothing-egoistic-fool