Been super long since I last blogged I think. Been itching to talk about many things but never found the time to.

You know what? Now that I finally have to time to complain about stuff.. I have nothing to talk about.

Well...

I did quite well for exams, only Moral spoiled my straight A streak.. sadly, not all straight 1As though.. BM and Math 2A. Nonetheless, I'm pretty happy with this term's results, and to those of you curious people out there, I still do not regret my choice of being in 4 Mawar. =)

I was pretty surprised actually, cause most people, and teachers especially always expect form 4s to do poorly in the 1st term. Naturally I too expected not to do too well, new format and all. With God's wonderful grace, I actually ended up with marks higher than my previous years in SMK Taman SEA! =) I mean, wow, one would expect me to drop in form 4... it's form 4 man, not standard 4. But somehow something in me stirred this year.. and everytime I do something, I think, "Do it with all your mind, soul and heart... or don't do it at all." So.. well, whatever responsibility I'm given and in everything I do, I throw myself into it with passion.

It's hard.. especially the studying part. Before this I only studied last minute.. I always told myself that the real thing matters in form 4.. haha. I blogged this before. But yeah, it's true. I never dreamt I would ACTUALLY start working hard in form 4, but like I said, something stirred within me.. It is rather taxing to keep up with badminton, studies, clubs and sports.. but I find myself happier and more at peace than ever before. Do you wonder why? I don't. Hehehe.

In fact, the past few days, I've been extremely happy for no particular reason. I realised.. if I get sacked from the prefect board.. if all my friends threw me away.. I somehow doubt that would have been taken away. Nope.

Just want to end this blog with the lyrics of "Making a difference".

Won’t You Lord
Take a look at our hands
Everything we have
Use it for Your plan
Won’t you Lord
Take a look at our hearts
Mould it, refine it, as you set us apart

We want to run to the altar
And catch the fire, to stand in the gap
Between the living and the dead
Give us a heart of compassion
For a world without vision
We will make a difference
Bringing hope …
To our land

We will answer the call
To build this church without walls
Let your glory be shown
Bring salvation to the lost, to the lost …

We will make a difference (3X)
Bringing hope…
To our land (4X)