Today in class my Science teacher brought a Van De Graaf electrostatic operator.

Hahaha! Amazing, 1 girl's long hair stood up! LOL! I could do nothing but laugh and laugh!

Anyway, I managed to get all an A for all my PMR subjects. I was hoping that I'd get 10 A's.. but I missed for Art. Arrgh. By a LARGE margin. Oh well. I got a 65%. Lol! Haven't gotten back my English paper though.

But I got an A for PJK! 78%!!! Kekekekekkeke. Really just tembak correctly. Wow!

I'm currently placed 3rd in class.. I need to beat the 2nd girl by ONE miserable mark to get 2nd in English. Lol. Hopefully I do.

Whatever I get, I just thank God. He really helped me.. Especially with some subjects. I mean, considering how last minute I was, my results are good. And when you leave things to Him, you're never disappointed. It's true! Try it =)

Funny how different people can have different opinions of a same person. If you asked my piano teacher, she's probably say I'm stupid. Lol! Sad, but true. Better to act stupid when you're not willing to work, right?

And as for people who know my brother and I.. they obviously think I'm stupid. Lol. Another sad, but true fact. Shucks, what can I do? Compare mah.. I don't have medals and certs to prove anything. Of course I've badminton trophies.. but hey, who looks at 'em?! The academic medals are practically treasured, in a nice display shelf for all to see. My badminton trophies? Hahahaha. I found a couple deep in a drawer. Who looks at those?

Studies more important.. don't play badminton so much...

Sorry, I'm sick and tired of those words already. The one thing I like I can't do!

Oh well. I'm not here to whine and complain. Okay, maybe I am. But I can't help it. No one else will understand. Lol. At least my bloggy understands.

Life ain't too happifying right? It ought to be.. God's with me. Nevertheless, perhaps these things will toughen me up. Perhaps I ain't as tough as I think myself to be. Time to lower myself to the idiotic fool I am.

Went out with a couple friends with my brother today to mamak stall at 10pm. I.. don't know. I supposed I wasn't exactly a total 'stranger'.. but I didn't totally fit in either.

The rest of them knew about this and that happening.. but usual case lah.. I didn't know much, if anything at all.

It's kinda hard.. when you've members your own age, yet they aren't your friends.. and the older ones well, look at you as the 'younger one'... so basically you hardly fit in anywhere. I try to lah.. but tak jadi. Still feel out of place. I CANNOT pretend to get interested in talking about things that youth nowadays are gila over. I CANNOT adapt to their way of talking, their way of thinking and so on.

Some people say I've got an 'old soul'. Some people say I missed the train to teen years, some say I took the express train to adulthood.

Whatever it is, it's obvious that I'm different from your standard teenager. Friends say, "WHAT?! Not interested in boys yet??!"and stuff like that. Oh, by the way, I AM straight.

That's all. I'm tired. 1.03am here. Good day to you all.

God bless
Joanne Lim
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