Wednesday, June 15, 2005

I blew it. BIG time.

Why? Because people always ask me, "Why are you so happy all the time??? Why don't you ever get angry??"

I never really thought about the answer, and usually just give the answer, "Cause that's that way I am!"

I realised the reason. God is in me, and with me all the time. With Him, I've nothing to be happy about. Shout at me, abuse me, beat me, scream at me, nothing will get me down. Call me stupid, fat, ugly, idiot, fool, I don't care.

So I realisedthat I lost many many many chances to share my reason for happiness! Souls could have been saved...

In the end, I'm just another babbling fool who knows not what she says. Why didn't I THINK before I answered those questions??

Most of the people who asked me have stopped asking already... sigh.

~I'm sorry, Lord. A 2nd chance please??~

God bless
Joanne Lim
Webmaster@joannetmj.tk

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