So with everything piling on and me having to run everywhere doing things the past few weeks... and in the many weeks ahead...
I long for rest. Not physical rest (although I think it's the easiest kinda rest to find), but a break from worries, thoughts, nightmares (you won't believe the weirdest nightmares I've been getting), work, running around etc.
Think the nightmares are manifesting itself in a 'self-healing' manner, I read that somewhere. Haha. Something about these nightmares actually help me psychologically in some weird, twisted manner. But they disrupt my sleep la and I wake up feeling exhausted. :(
Perhaps it's the final year effect (this is the point when students really feel like dropping out, just when you're sooo close to the end...)...
Or maybe it's just life. I'm looking for an escape, a world where I'll be worry-free! Aren't you???
*In your dreams, Joanne*
That aside, I hafta say today's sermon was really good. The speaker held my attention throughout... something that hasn't happened since... since... I don't know, many years ago. =) It was a familiar message that isn't preached often enough, hence it was simple to see that it struck a chord in many of us today.
Till I get my life back into order,
Jo
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