Since I've entered Arts stream...

Well, nowadays whenever I enter a pure science class, particularly 4A, 4B, and 4C, I feel like.. the prodigal son returning home. Lol. I really feel comfortable.

But.. I've left them too long. To most, I'm just a person they used to know.. from friends who talk a lot to friends who are 'hi and bye'. Not that I mind.. all this while I've been following the plan mah. But it's weird right.. how fast you can be forgotten. Or maybe 8 months is too long.

Yes, I knew all these would happen when I chose my class. Sometimes.. you just wish it was back to the old times...

Actually I've heard of a few people who want to change to arts.. but pride, parents, friends etc.. you know the usual story. I'm pretty sure if pure science was not hyped up that much.. well, there will be more people out there doing subjects they actually enjoy. But.. with technology advancing more and more.. of course must be science science science mah. Oh, don't forgot the ego part. Lol. Some are like, me? ARTS?! Our poor egos would be bruised! Lol. And of course... the one that afflicts most people.. apart from pride.. parents. You know how parents just wish their kids would take over their footsteps.. or do even better... doctor.. engineer.. etc.

I suppose I'm no one to judge.. but the few of us in arts stream always well.. debate with those who are 'living out their parents' dreams'. Whose life is it after we graduate? Who's gonna be working a job they hate all because of their parents? Sure, we owe our parents.. but to choose a career we can never learn to enjoy? *shrugs* I'm sure parents would love to see their children happy in the future.. not constantly coming home frustrated.

Just some thoughts.

Anyway, aside from that.. my life has calmed down a lot these few days already. It's a relief. Today's the last day I'll have to do anything with PBSM =) Just went out for the dinner.. that was so expensive.. madness. I really hated forcing myself to go for the meetings.. but if I didn't.. there is just a sense of responsibility that will nudge me. *phew* Anyway, it's all over and done with. As Pilate said, "I wash my hands." Hehe. Enough is enough. Now just let me serve in what I love.

I realise that many things I do is just to satisfy myself. Hehe. Sports.. like my teacher told me she made me the 'pengurus pasukan' of the badminton team for yellow house just for the gerko points. I told her no point.. for my gerko points I take from badminton team. But she said nevermind lah since I did all the work already. So.. ok lah I just take it.

Then studies.. for fun only lah.. if I don't get a scholarship I want I'll just go form 6.. after all, one of my fav. sayings is, "I can do anything that requires hard work.. but if it requires skills that I lack.." So hard work in form 6 is absolutely no problem. But if I'm needed elsewhere.. I'll pack up my tent and shift. Hehe.