Haizzz... very geram lately... lack of sleep... a really red and sore left eye all the time, especially painful when in the sun, why I don't know. I just hope I can wear my contacts for MSSD this Monday. Doubt I can play well with specs. But I can't force myself to wear contacts, afterall my eye is more important than a badminton match. Parents don't seem too willing to bring me to an eye doctor... not that I want to be brought to one. Why? Because I'm 100% sure the doctor will shine a torch in my eye and that'll kill me. Now I can't even LOOK at the ceiling light, too painful. Have to walk in the sun with a bent head. I can't look at any source of light directly, my eye ball is really painful if I do, it turns dark red and starts to tear(tear as in water comes out of my eye, not tear as in tear a dress!). Imagine if a torchlight faces my eye ball directly... I'm not risking it man.

I only can hope it heals soon... that I can wear my contacts for MSSD this monday... but I don't think it's possible... won't heal so fast... it gets more painful after each day. Yesterday it wasn't so bad, today I have to COVER my left eye as I walk in the sun, closing it isn't enough it's painful. And today at night suddenly it started tearing, and in my OWN house the ceiling lights were very very painful. What can I do? =(

God bless
Joanne Lim
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